On this site I'll include everything about my heroes, including photos, a biography, and his/her influence on my life.

 

On this home page, I might include some information about how I originally became a fan and about what makes this hero so special in my estimation.

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Not all my heroes are dead, but  Phyllis Diller occupies this first page. "Biography" had a special on Biography (I think in August 2001, and repeated in July 2002). I've always admired the zaniness that she joked about women's points of view. She has the distinction of being a perennial favorite and a pioneer in the field of standup comics.
When Phyl was 85, she opened for Barbra Streisand's lifetime-acheivement award in 2002 with a joke about dying, just two years after suffering a massive heart attack. I must learn to take life's tragedies and laugh at them, too.

 

 

Phyllis Diller was someone who took tragedy and laughed at it.

 

Tom Holland

 

Tom Holland and his fine freckled face
half Irish with Celtic skin

 

What can I type about Tom Holland? Not only does he excel in acting and dancing, but also in emotional intelligence and charisma.

He said that he wanted to be the Michael J Fox of his generation. I think he's succeeded.

 

This is a great father-son scene in
"The Avengers: Endgame"

 

 

and so was this scene

 

 

The three actors who played Spiderman acted like
brothers in "No Way Home".

 

The Brothers' Trust is a charity of Tom and his
three brothers.

Spiderman

In progress

Charles Nelson Reilly

 

 

Monday, 28 May 2007It is a sad day when I fiound out that Charles Neslon Reilly (13 January 1931-25 May 2007) has died!  I also did not know he was gay, which shows how closely I'd been monitoring his career!I suppose that one day I will united Phyllis Diller and him in my stories.

 

 

We don't always "match', but life is that kind of game.  I confess that I watch "Match Game" from a quarter century ago just to see CNR.  He's about my present age in those rebroadcasts.  In one of my "Alfred and Friends" episodes, I have Phyllis Diller and CNR trading jokes throughout the adventure, which I wrote in 1977.

 

 

I first remember Charles Nelson Reilly on "The Ghost and Mrs Muir" back in 1968, when I actually watched television.  He played Claymore Gregg, nephew of the ghost (Edward Mulhare) and landlord of Mrs Muir (Hope Lang).

 

 

 

 

Ironically, he appeared in an article with Phyllis Diller on the Wall Street Journal, in which they spoke of the bias toward young comedians.  I'd like to get them together in my fantasies.

 

 

Terry Fox

 

"It occurs very rarely in the life of a nation that the courageous spirit of one person unites all people in their celebration of his life and in the mourning of his death."- Prime Minister Pierre Trudeau (1919-2000), also one of the Ten Greatest Canadians

 

 

The picture in the Daily Collegian which started
my admiration of Terry Fox, the day after he died.

 

 

Sun 26 Jul 81...I'm so embarrassed.  I haven't written anything in five weeks -- and so much has happened.....On other major events since I last wrote is the death of Terry Fox.  I am quite appalled at the lack of coverage our news media do to Canada.  I had to read La Presse to find out the details on the marathon.  Because I am religious (Note: I was a practicing Catholic at the time), I've often wondered why God took Terry Fox via cancer in less than a year after his marathon of hope.  The only comforting thought I had was that God allowed to become sick again at the marathon halfway (Note: Terry was almost two thirds when he stopped.) to publicize the need for cancer research.  After all, this end caused him to obtain $C 24 million rather than $C 2 million.  I also found out in La Presse (good thing I can read some French) that they had operated on Terry to remove fluid from his pericardium in February, and they allowed him to die that Sunday morning four weeks ago when his lungs stopped functioning.  (They could have used artifical means.)The scenario I think is that God became pleased so much with Terry's courage that He decided to take him out of this awful world as soon as possible.  At least, that's how I rationalize it.  One thing is for sure: Terry did not know he was dying when he started his marathon of hope.  I should finish the drawing in time for his twentythird birthday on Tuesday.  In one picture, it looks as though he had been in pain. Note: At that time, I was at the peak of my adult life.  I loved my work and my life.  I feel guilty that I was enjoying life so much while the hurting continued for Terry Fox, his family and friends, and Canada.   

 

 

Sunday, 19 September 2010, the 30th Terry Fox Marathon!

 

 

 

Terry Fox up close: his freckles, his gelasins, and his curls. (C) The Terry Fox Foundation, 1980 -- which I flipped back laterally.  Terry had the wen under his left cheek.

 

 

Click on the picture of Terry's running to go to the Terry Fox Organization.

 

This kindergraph appears to be around 1969.

 

 

 

2005, the 25th anniversary of the Terry Fox Marathon, has been triumphant for Terry's legacy.  The Canadian mint has placed Terry's marathon on the back of its dollar coin.  Terry's story was coming out again -- the first was Home Box's movie in 1983. I wonder what Terry would be like today at middle age.  Would he have survived this long?  He had an enlarged left ventricle at the time of the marathon, so one could speculate that his heart would have given out had he not died of osteosarcoma in his lungs.  However, an enlarged left ventricle is common among athletes.  Unfortunately, osteogenic sarcoma is also common among athletic juveniles as well.  Kyle Miller, goalie of the 2006 world champions of lacrosse, whose kept his leg, was quite an advocate of the foundation until the cancer returned to his lungs and he passed on Saturday, 8 June 2013.

 

Click here for the link to my review of "Terry" on another of my websites.

 

 

Runner  Manfred Mann, 1984  I have the Mann song on vinyl from June 1984.Also sung in the movie "Terry"Through the night, through the dawnBehind you another runner is bornDon't look back, you've been thereFeel the mist as your breath hits the airAnd it's underneath the moonlightPassing someStill your heart beats in the moonlightLike a drum And you will run your timeA shooting star across the skyAnd you will surely cross the lineTo pass on the flame Sun come up, sun go downHear the feet, see the sweat on the groundWatch your step, keep your coolThough you can't see what's in front of you. And it's underneath the moonlight... Playing is Rod Stewart's Tribute, "Never Give Up on a Dream".  If there's doubt and you're colddon't you worry what the future holds,We've gotta have heroes to teach us allto never give up on a dream. Claim the road, touch the sun.no force on earth could stop you runWhen your heart bursts like the sunnever, never give up on a dream. Shadows fall, daylight dies,freedom never got a place to hideSearch forever finish linebut never give up on your dream Crazy notions fill your head,you gotta break all the records set.Push yourself until the endbut don't you ever give up on your dream. Now listen to me!you don't need no restriction, yeahOh, sing it againyou can't live on sympathy.You just need to go the distance,oh, the distancethat's all you need to be freeto be free, to be free, to be free Sing a song for me, childrenyou don't need no resticton, yeahyou can't live on sympathy.You just need to go the distance,that's all you need to be free. No listen to me!Inspiring all to never lose,it'll take a long, long time before they fill your shoesit'll take somebody, somebody, who's a lot like youwho never gave up on a dream.No, you never gave up on a dreamno, you never gave up on a dream. You never, never, nevernever gave up on a dream  

 

 

I mention the tattoo that Shawn has on his
right wrist, "GMA", which his grandfather had.

 

At a Glance

 

Date of Birth: Monday, 28 July 1958
Education: Simon Frazier University for Kinesiology (unfinished due to death) Date of Death: Sunday, 28 June 1981
Accomplishment: Tried to run across Canada along the Trans-Canada Highway to fund reseach against cancer in 1980 
Lasting Influence: The Terry Fox Marathon continues to this day; the next one is Sunday, 13 September 2009

 

 

Terrance Stanley Fox is dead nearly thirty years, yet his legacy lives on. Since his Marathon of Hope across Canada in 1980, the drive to cure cancer has made some progress. Many years ago, the Terry Fox prosthesis provided the support for a one-legged runner to compete in marathons.
The cancer that ultimately took Terry's life, osteogenic sarcoma, a childhood disease of little know origin, has come under scrutiny. Also known as osteosarcoma, it occurs when both regulatory genes, know also as antioncogenes, become inactive, and the cell has nothing to stop it from dividing indefinitely (also know as immortality). We now think (as Terry did and his father Rolly does) that Terry lacked one of those genes from birth, and when he whacked his knee in an auto accident in November 1976, it knocked out the other gene, just as he'd suspected.  I received this information back in 1989, when I audited a course on cancer biology at Penn State. 

 

 

To my lentigenous buddy...
may his legacy live forever

 

 

I first heard of Terry Fox from the Daily Collegian at University Park (Penn State). I still have the clipping, and I mentioned it the following night on my radio show at WDFM. Terry shamed me into taking more care of my physical health. While I'd always been a walker, I also became a jogger. It is quite different on the legs! Now that summer is here, I find it difficult to run at 25ºC; I marvel that Terry could run at 38ºC!

 

 

 

My sketch of a scene from "Terry Fox: His Story" by Leslie Scrivener. Terry received a jersey from Darryl Sittler during his marathon. I drew this sketch in 1984. Quotes: "I hope what I've done here has been an inspiration.  I hope people will continue where I've left off here."and the one on his grave, of which he spoke at Nathan Phillips Square on Friday, 11 July 1980:"Somewhere the hurting must stop.  (And maybe that place is here.)"

 

 

The intensity of the central figure is astounding.
(C) Ken Danby, 1981 in watercolor

 

 

I don't know the artist. It is the best painting
I've seen of the Marathon of Hope!

 

 

On the road again with Terry Fox
from "Terry Fox : His Story" Leslie Scrivener

 

 

The sketch of Terry at Terrace Bay I used
before colorizing it on a poster. I guessed the towel as red, it was green!

 

 

Okay, you say, what about Terry Fox ignites your passion?  First, my father died of Hodgkins' disease (a form of lymphoma) back in 1964, when it was incurable.  Therefore, cancer has profoundly altered my life.  Second, I admire Terry's determination, courage, and perseverance, and he'd be slightly younger than I am, so I could have met him in this life.  He'd be a friend and a brother to me.  I am about the age of his older brother Fred.  My admiration for this athlete goes well beyond my own personal experience, which had little athletic inclination in the past.  What I see is a purpose to life, something I lack, even three decades after Terry lost his leg and planned the Marathon of Hope.  Thirdly, his Marathon of Hope was so profoundly different than the prosaic life I've led as an adult, that the sheer adventure ignites my interest.  Hopefully this explains why I admire and love Terry Fox.  The book by Douglas Coupland was a vicarious and intimate look into Terry's life.  Leslie Scrivener provides the ultimate look at Terry's story.  As a historian, I recommend both.  I felt as if I'd known Terry to the point of where we'd disagree, which is theology.  I do not subscribe to salvation by faith alone.  A Canadian Catholic and I both agree  that Terry had an express ticket to heaven, not because of faith alone, but because of his faith and good works. 

 

 

 

Rick Hansen, who knew Terry and played wheelchair basketball with him, gets honorable mention.  He is a living example of what Terry might have been doing now with his foundation had Terry lived.  Kudos to Rick, the Man in Motion, and whose foundation is thriving as well to cure spinal injuries. I envy Rick for having known Terry.  Rick is six and a half weeks younger than I, while Terry was born a year and seventeen days after me.  We'd make quite a trio!One quote which I will note is "Terry Fox  died before he had the chance to disappoint us." Well, Rick Hansen did not disappoint us.  Steve Fonyo did.  However, it does not take away the fact that Steve Fonyo ran across Canada.  Give the man the kudos he deserves.  Terry's spirit was probably there at the time, for Steve proved that it is possible to run across Canada on a prosthesis.

 

 

I drew this in July 1983, when the movie first
came out. I saw it in April 1987.

 

 

 

Friday, 8 May 2009I finally gave in and bought the video of the first Terry Fox Story.  I don't think it'll ever be on disc.  Eric Fryer plays the lead, and he plays it well.  It shows a nastier side of Terry, but it shows the brutal reality of his amazing feat.  Originally "The Heart of a Champion", Home Box produced it as its first movie back in 1983, when Terry's feat was still fresh in most minds.  I've seen it only once before, back in April 1987.  Eric Fryer deservedly won an award for the acting, and his gait was much more realistic.  The salty language gives it a PG rating, and it makes "Terry" rather whitewashed.  Nonetheless, I'd have loved to have been there in 1980.  What makes "Terry" better is that the footage of the real Terry Fox is in it.  The reason I'd recommend the film -- if one can still get it off Amazon or wherever -- is that is shows a background better of what motivated Terry to run the Marathon of Hope.None of us is a saint, although I wonder whether Terry'd been Catholic would the Pope have already beatified him.  Unfortunately, I think this version is also too short.  Terry's story cannot be adequatedly told in just over ninety minutes.  However, if one sees the two movies, perhaps it will be enough over three hours.  Terry remains my hero, because -- as he often said -- he was an average person who proved that any average person can do great things.  I expect to find his waiting for me around 2050, and I expect that my spirit and his will hug again. Terry reminds us that life itself is a marathon, and that what we put out comes back with interest.  Each of us should hold fast to that proposition.  Terry is a hero because his passion for others in the cancer ward -- especially the little kids -- manifested into the run for others.  Despite his flaws -- and each of us have them -- he went out and "did something about it."  I'd be honored to have one tenth of Terry's passion and courage. Eric Fryer ironically has a wen below his left cheek, near where Terry's wen was.  He has some freckles, especially on his shoulders, but I'd have to concede that Shawn Ashmore has the better lentingenous body to play Terry Fox. The Foxes did not approve of this view of Terry, but I suspect it was just a little closer to reality.  In two of the best examples of Terry's speeches, he utters salty language.  After meeting Greg Scott, he utters s*** twice because he's crying.  Terry, CRY!  Let it out!  There's nothing unmanly about showing emotions.  At the end of the road, he says sincerely, "All I can say is, ah, f***, if there's any way I can get out there again, I will..."I'd like to hang around with this guy!  He's real! Errors in the movie:  the doctor told Eric as Terry that he had a 50-70% chance of survival.  In reality, it was 20-30% as Betty later mentions on the CBC's The Fox Family Wish in 1999.  In "Terry" Shawn repeats: "They said my chances were less than 50/50, but I beat it."Robert DuVall in the end as Bill Vigars doubts that Terry knew he was dying.  Interviews  from November and December 1980 contradict it.  Terry was so hung up on salvation by faith alone, that he ignored all the good works he wrought.  Betty also mentions it in the Terry Fox ESPN video. 

 

 

Eric Fryer and Robert Duvall in "The Terry
Fox Story", which I find closer to reality.

 

 

Ray Bedard is leaning on the door.
He interpreted French in Québec for the Marathon of Hope.

 

 

Many thanks to Ray Bedard, who contacted me in mid-May 2010 about this picture.  It was ironic, for I was working on my "Alternate 1980" site, when in a fantasy I meet Terry Fox in Québec, and serve as his interpreter.  Then I found out that someone actually was the French interpreter of the Marathon of Hope.  None of the books ever mentions him, so I am hono(u)red to give him just recognition here. Ray modestly emailed me to note that many others worked behind the scene.  I agree, and I also agree that had I been one of them, it'd have made my summer!  Terry started something MUCH bigger than he, and it has endured a generation.  Therein lies a sign of greatness.

 

 

Ryan White

Courageous Kid

 


(C) Lee Hammond

 

First hemophilia, then AIDS

Ryan White tired to be normal. First, he was born with the genetically devastating disease, hemophilia. Missing the Factor VII, Ryan was susceptible toward bleeding to death.

Worse, in 1984, he contracted the HIV from a blood donation. Ryan found out that as bad as the virus was, human beings were worse. The public did not understand what AIDS was, and their ignorance led his family out of the idyllic Kokomo IN.
As Ryan wrote in his autobiography, "I faced death at 13." Ryan also shattered the common misconception of AIDS. Unfortunately, it would take another death to shatter the misconception of homosexuality some eight years later after Ryan died in another community on the other side of the Midwest.

Ryan White: His Story

 

The Ryan White Foundation went under in late 1999, but Ryan's fame has not diminished.

 

Herblock

Herbert Block, perennial political cartoonist for the Washington Post

 

 

About 1979, I learned of Herblock, editorial cartoonist for the Washington Post. I must have redrawn several dozen of his cartoons, and I used his basic technique for my own. I am sorry that he could not live forever in our world with his cartoons. It's amazing that he chose to continue drawing almost up to his death at 92 years and less 6 days.

 

In the world of political cartoons, Herblock was the best. I dare say the equivalent of Thomas Nast. May his fame live forever in the history books!

Robert F Kennedy

Arthur Schlesinger's "Robert Kennedy and His Times", which I bought in spring of 1979, was quite difficult to understand. Years later I had the vocabulary to digest it, about the time the book was a movie in January 1985. I grew to appreciate the passion of this man, what he had experienced to get there, and the tremendous waste that he was no longer there to help us out.

Schrub has hidden his agenda by being part of the dedication of the building of the Department of Justice. It will now bear RFK's name. I can hear J Edgar Hoover's rolling over in his grave!
The fact of the matter is that RFK had his faults, just like everyone else. It is a revelation how he changed, especially over the few months before his untimely death. He's my hero because he was flawed, just like the other ones. However, when he discovered his mistakes, he did his best to correct them. Therein lies the difference between my heroes and the rest of us.

Contemplations

How My Heroes Interact

 

Ryan White and Matthew Shepard are sitting on a sidewalk somewhere in heaven. Matt takes out a cigarette.

"Hey, give me one," Ryan breaks the silence.

"No, Ryan," Matt denies. "You're too young."

"I died at 18," Ryan retorts. "I am old enough!"

So, Matt gives Ryan another cigarette. They begin smoking, because there really isn't anything to do. Terry Fox hops along, stops, and admonishes them.
"Hey, I DIED from cancer."

Matt grins mischievously. "But you didn't smoke. How about a drink tonight at the Red Dog Saloon?"

Terry grins. "Okay, but you're buying the first round."

Then Terry resumes his run. Robert F Kennedy stops next.

"Have you seen Nixon anywhere?"

"I think he's in his office for dead presidents. He said something about his plan to end the war in Vietnam," Matt responds.

"Did you register for the draft?" Ryan interjects.

"Yeah," Matt answers between puffs. "And they didn't believe I am gay. Of course, the draft is quite irrelevant now!"
"When are you going to meet Terry?"
"Well," Matt pauses while sucking in a smoke. "I am having dinner at William Brennan's house tonight. He told me that Blackmun and he had someone like me in mind during Bowers vs Hardwick. He also likes to explain why he remained Catholic, despite the prelates."
"So when can I meet you at the Red Dog?"
"Ryan, you're too young! You must be 21!"
"You've forgotten. 18 is the age of consent for everything!  Besides, isn't everyone 30 in heaven?"

 

 

Here's where it helps to read body language. There is the picture of Matt in a party/bar at the American School in Switzerland. Although he hoists a cup of beer, he doesn't really look happy. He looks as if he needed a hug and someone to tell him that he doesn't have to go with the crowd to fit in.
When I first started the MBA program at Penn State, I went to a bar after the first exam. I didn't like it, either. Unlike Matt, I then abandoned the whole experiment, and I never went to a bar with my fellow MBA students again.

 

 

Matt Shepard and Ryan White were bantering in heaven on Thursday, 6 December 2001.
Matt: You surely don't look 30.
Ryan: I don't like gray hair and wrinkles anyway.
Matt: Being dead is the only way to stop aging.
Ryan: Matt, you sound like an old Rodney Dangerfield joke. (I asked my doctor to stop aging; he gave me a gun!)
Matt: At least I get respect up here!

 

Months later, Matt and Ryan were talking in a heavenly cafe in 2002 when Robert F Kennedy passed by.
"Hey, Senator," Matt called. "NBC is showing my biography on Saturday, 16 March."
RFK stopped and noted, "I announced my candidacy for the presidency on a Saturday, 16 March (1968)."
"Ah," Ryan interjected. "But this time we know the result!"
"You guys are jealous because I have two movies debut in the same month," Matt jabbed."Yeah, but I was alive when they showed mine," Ryan retorted."Did Nixon go by here lately?" RFK interrupted the japery."Yeah, he should have two movies debut in the same month about HIM," Matt smiled, lighting up the cafe.

 

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